with my life these days? not a whole lot. yesterday, i didn't leave the house all day. it was kinda nice, but kinda not at the same time. i only work thursday and friday nights. i did have a job at gymboree, but i worked there for two days and hated it so bad that i quit... but i thought i was going to hear back from eddie bauer before now. sadly, i was mistaken. i still havn't heard anything from eddie, and i could have been suffering/making money at gymboree this whole week. because of that, i'm short on money. so that limits the number of things i can do... like go to my friend's 21st bday party tomorrow night in athens. everything i'm writing right now is really random, because i've been so distracted that i've had this window open for about an hour. haha. in other news... i think i've been living vicariously through movies and books lately. i should start doing things for me. also, i'm going to exercise more. i'm tired of looking like this. and i really need to start calling my family more. i havn't talked to anyone but my immediate family in a month or so... and i don't even talk to my immediate family as much as i probably should. i just get so wrapped up in living here. i need to have more perspective and look at the big picture more often. lastly, i still havn't talked to him. i put myself out there, and he asked me to wait until he had time to talk... but i'm starting to think that i'm going to have to be the first to say something again. i hate this. as jennifer said today while watching Sleeping Beauty, "you know, it would be nice to just get the fairy tale..."
until next time friend...
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